BAD DAY

I do not know what went wrong today. This morning was great. Worked out(which my abs are still hurting), talked to Tiff on FB and was laughing , even prepared a good lunch and as soon as I get on the phones at work, it hit me. This feeling/ attitude that I do not want to talk to customers, I want to cry and everything that is said around me is annoying me?!?!?!?!? I was thinking to myself "WHAT IS GOING ON" I had to keep reminding myself to keep breathing. I have never had an issue with just letting it roll off. I have dealt with tough customers but none of my customers I spoke with today were out of normal. I cried more than once at work. Thank goodness my boss is understanding and allowed me to leave early.
I feel better a little now, after spending time with T and Ty. Watched American Idol and just chilled. I am very tired, but I think it is so odd that I was on edge all day today. I really hope tomorrow will be better. TO look on the positive side IT is almost ONE WEEK till I am down in AZ feeling the warm sun and shopping and eating at Yao's(my favorite Chinese food)

Well off to bed, have a good night.

List of things......

So I am sitting here trying to think of something that would be some importance in my life to take the time to write about, but so many jumbled thoughts keep running through my mind, so I am just going to list them in no particular order. So here I go......


working out in the am
having a crush
work
AZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sun
Status of Goals
Old friendships
New friendships
wanting a new computer
wanting a new camera
wanting to hold hands
wanting to cuddle
wanting to watch Blood +
trying on my new jewelry
looking for an external harddrive
game night
going shooting
thirst
unwanted crumbs in bed-gross!
AZ!!! :) (yes I know I already said it)
being sore from working out
scrapbooking
being domestic
and BED!

So there it is mostly everything that has been preoccupying my mind these last couple of days. Hope you have a great night.   :)

Adele - Set Fire to the Rain Lyrics

......Giddy like a little school girl

So I am on Match.com which I haven't found anyone special yet.... well the yesterday I was looking at the guys that have looked at my profile and there is this guy that I thought was pretty cute and looked at his profile which made me smile. I decided to "wink" at him to let him know that I was interested and....... HE WINKED BACK AT ME!!! I was so happy. We haven't made contact yet so I don't even know his name but to have the excitement is making me giddy like a little school girl. I don't want to get my hopes up to much but I am definitely looking forward to seeing where this goes.

On a side note I know my last entry was rather low. I am doing better, I did fall into a rut there for a while but I'm getting back out of it. I am enjoying working out in the mornings which has helped a lot. January I did so well at my routine and for what ever reason February the routine fell apart. BUT I am moving on and its looking good. :)

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