Crushed

So within the last couple of months Tiff and I were talking about moving out about the same time Rachelle gets married. Well an opportunity came up for us to move out a lot sooner than that, in fact it was would be in a matter of weeks. The move in date would have been on March 4th which is next weekend. Well today I receive a text from T and she tells me we lost the house!!!! WHAT?? How could this happen?? Turns out a family member of who we would be renting from decided that they wanted to rent out the house instead. Which I get but now it just SUCKS!!!!! I have been back from AZ for 2 years on Wednesday and I do not feel like I have a home. Sure I am living at home with my parents, but all my stuff is in storage. My only furniture that I have with me in my room is my dresser and my jewelry box. I am just really SAD that this move fell through! I was so looking forward to having a garage to park my car instead of the street, to knowing if I buy food it won't get eaten by someone else. To having more room to store and organize my belongings and having them in reaching distance instead of boxes in a storage unit in Draper. I know that there is a silver lining somewhere in all of this but I am just sad that I'm not moving next weekend!!!!!!!! :(